In the Dirt with the Master Builder (Surviving Sorrow, Guilt, and Anger in Loss) - Paperback

by Ryan Pultz (Author)

"I am not a pastor, a therapist, or a scholar. I don't have a string of letters after my name, and I sure don't have all the answers. But I know what the woodchipper feels like."

When Ryan Pultz watched his world burn to the ground, he didn't find comfort in sanitized Christian clichés or polished Sunday school theology. He found it in the raw, gritty reality of the dirt.

After losing his wife of twenty-three years to metastatic breast cancer, Ryan was left to navigate a "wifeless house" as a solo father to an autistic son, hauling his battered life two thousand miles from Oregon to the unforgiving winters of Michigan. This isn't a book about getting "over" grief; it's a survival guide for those still bleeding in their Sunday best.

Through the haze of cigar smoke on the front porch and the adrenaline-fueled drops of 300-foot roller coasters, Ryan explores the hard-fought lessons of:

• The Permanent Limp: Why healing doesn't mean returning to who you were, but embracing the blessing in the dislocation.
• The Anchor Chain: Dropping the dead weight of survivor's guilt and self-condemnation.
• Friendly Fire: Surviving the well-meaning but hollow platitudes of the church lobby.
• The Theology of the Lift Hill: Finding God's presence in the noise, the grit, and the heavy metal breakdowns of life.

In the Dirt with the Master Builder is a battle cry for the misfits, the outcasts, and the brokenhearted. It's an invitation to stop faking "fine," wash off the sad clown makeup, and trust the Master Builder who is currently renovating your soul from the ruins up.

Grab a cup of coffee, light up a cigar, and pull up a chair. You aren't walking through this valley alone.