{"product_id":"healed-with-style-and-grace-hardcover","title":"Healed with Style and Grace - Hardcover","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eJai Hudson\u003c\/b\u003e (Author), \u003cb\u003eMisa Hylton\u003c\/b\u003e (Foreword by), \u003cb\u003eJulie Clayton\u003c\/b\u003e (Editor)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eHealed with Style and Grace\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eMy past had abuse in it, and no I did not deal with it. I tried desperately to move on and force myself to be ok. However, it continuously came back. Appearing over and over in different ways. It showed up in my romantic relationships, friendships, work, how I dealt with people, etc. At first, I couldn't recognize the situations as extensions of my past. I thought it was just the normal experiences, your typical drama. I couldn't see why I kept having the same types of relations with people or why I continuously ran from situations that required a certain level of intimacy. Then there was paying my dues and working hard but afraid to shine. And finally feeling not good enough to experience greatness. I didn't realize these things were connected to my past. All of these triggers stemmed from feeling not good enough. I learned when things trigger us, its because we battle with some aspect of it and its usually connected to some truth. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eMy life continuously bought me to the same place. It was like a cycle. Things would be going great then something would happen that would bring me right back to that feeling. It was like something had me stuck. It was like something was in my way preventing me from accelerating-a\u003cem\u003e glass ceiling. \u003c\/em\u003eI didn't want to feel this way anymore. I am the type of person who gets frustrated with monotony. So I needed to figure out what why I couldn't move forward and what was truly in my way. That roadblock. Why I kept feeling this \u003cem\u003esame old way \u003c\/em\u003eyear after year, situation after situation, time after time. After careful \u003cem\u003eresearch of me\u003c\/em\u003e I realized that the opposition that stood \u003cem\u003eeye-to-eye\u003c\/em\u003e with me all these years, was \u003cem\u003eme\u003c\/em\u003e. I had been standing in my way. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eI had to emotionally deal with my past so that I could finally move on. Once and for good. Finally forgive myself. Learn to love others and myself in a healthy way. \u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI thought I loved myself enough. \u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI thought I knew my power.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI thought I was confident.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI thought I trusted myself.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI thought I was truthful with myself.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eI thought I had dealt with the deep emotions inside.\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003eI thought wrong. I didn't love me enough to heal me. I decided to put an end to the reoccurring scary dream. Heal that 6-year-old little girl inside from a past of abuse, so that I could move on, and live a purposeful life.\u003c\/p\u003e \u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 534\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 1.13 x 9 x 6 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e April 22, 2016\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45251694985295,"sku":"9780996686600","price":70.36,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0677\/3083\/3487\/files\/5Zv9EWo4vD9780996686600.webp?v=1778961326","url":"https:\/\/lumaryon.com\/products\/healed-with-style-and-grace-hardcover","provider":"Lumaryon Universal","version":"1.0","type":"link"}